Never been able to get enough sex

Male, 23

Confession

I have been married for 34 years, I have never been able to get enough sex. I was exposed to sex when I was 10 by a 15 year ol girl. She used to get me hard then rub her gentials over my penis then put it in herself until she came. I did not know what that meant, except she was happy and told me it was our secret. When I was thirteen I came for the first time and realised what I liked. My wife was a virgin, and from a religious background, she only likes it occassionaly ans one way. I have had sex with hundresd of women since we married and hookers as well. I can't get satisfied. I wished that young girl had not fucked my life up!!